Random songs at 1 am
There's nothing good on TV. So I'm listening to random songs playing on my itunes. So, as a completely pointless waste of time, here's how some songs make me feel.
Yeah Yeah Yeah Song - Flaming Lips
That 'yeah yeah yeah' part just bugs the life outta me. Everytime I hear it start, I wanna throw something at the the speakers or strangle myself with my earphones. Don't get me wrong. I love the song... just wish they didn't have the yeah yeah part!
It's Not Unusual - Tom Jones
It's an old song. Really corny. But I love it :) I know it's not supposed to be really happy. I've felt that way so many times and I can really relate to it. But, what the hell, it's got a catchy tune and I can actually dance to it. :)
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
One of their best songs. Such a beautiful love song. I wanted for so long to have someone that I can actually sing this to. 'Would you lie with me and just forget the world?'
I want to be with someone and not worry about making an impression. Just be with the person and know that I can be me. I want to waste time chasing cars around our heads.
Girl Next Door- Saving Jane
Who hasn't really felt this way at some point? The feeling of inadequacy. Whatever you do just cannot compare to that perfect person you know. Why would anyone want to go out with you when they can choose her instead?
I know I'm just the girl next door. I know I'll never have everything she has. And, maybe one day... it won't sting so much.
23- Jimmy Eat World
Had this in my itunes forever. Rediscovered it again when 'One tree hill' played it in their second season. That music makes me wanna close my eyes and just lose myself in it. 'I won't always love these selfish things.' Makes me want to get up and really do something that not's just for me. It's another story that I don't always do it.
'You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time...What are you hoping for' It makes sense doesn't it? I don't really know what I' waiting for. I used to think that I'd find it when I saw it. Maybe all my dreams are just that. Dreams that can never compare to reality. A reality that I can make better if I stopped waiting.
Arms of an angel - Sarah McLachlan
'There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release'
I can think of a million things that's upset me. And rather than confront them...I go into denial. I deny they exist. I bury my life into a million trivial pastimes. And never face the truth. That I'm not as happy as I thought I'd be at this age.
Dance with my Father - Luther Vandross
Goes without saying, doesn't it?

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